If you were privy to the thoughts in my head I’m pretty sure that you would be shocked. There are areas of my life that are kinda solid. And then there are areas of my life that are just filled with a lot of negative chatter. My birthday passed in December and then the new year passed both are times when I seriously reflect on the year that has passed by. Most times I get really angry with myself because of the things, thoughts and bullshit that I have let consume me over the year. I then pull out my journal and make lists upon lists upon list of how I am gonna do things differently the next year of my life. I have good intentions and definitely grown in so many ways but...This year I am making the choice to change the stories that I tell myself. From the get go the story will be different. When I try and fail or things don’t go as I hope/want I won’t go back to the same old story “I’m not good enough”. That story is not only old but its tired and so not true I am: